it's the little things

there is nothing i want more than for this school year to end.

Are you currently single? yes….
What is the longest relationship you’ve been in? a month-ish
Where was the location of your first kiss? in his best friends bed haha
How are things between you and your most recent ex? were friends.
Do you think marriage is an old-fashioned tradition? nope, i want that white picket fence!
Have you ever felt pressured to do something you weren’t ready for? yes
How far did you go with the last person you did something with? its a secret
Do you regret it? not at all.

Where were you born?
Brunswick

What is your full name?

Heather Lindsay Hook

How long until your birthday? 

11 months
How old will you be? 

17

What is your natural hair color?

medium brown

Eye color?

blue.green

Have you ever questioned your sexuality? 
No

What are your religious affiliations, if any? 

i honestly don’t know. i believe in god bit i believe in science

Are you the oldest, middle, youngest, or an only child? 

Youngest

How does that make you feel? 
Good, when my my sibling isn’t home because i get the attention but when he is it becomes annoying because he gets the attention 

Do you have any birthmarks?

nope, just freckles

one more day, is another day closer to leaving, can’t wait for summer and leave all this behind :D

so i’m sure everyone has wished they could go back and change things, try and get things the way you want them to be, well thats me, it’s almost an annual thing.  when i meet someone…. someone i really like,someone who i should step up and say something to i don’t i just let it slide because i think nothing could or will come of it, it’s so confusing, i miss him but i don’t. and i kind of want to be with him but then again i’m afraid, i can’t let him get close but i really want him to be. i’m unsure, but i just want to tell him how i feel and really hope he feels the same way. but i never will. god i wish i had guts. god i wish i had him.

i’m just tired…. of everything.

those days where the suns out and the air is crisp and the day is full of good moments that you want to remember forever and my friends and i are getting along wonderfully and all we want to do is be together and our problems seem to drift away, when we’re together we live each day like it’s our last without even knowing it and it’s amazing.

day 6.

“everything happens for a reason”

simple but i believe it.

day 5